Day 8

I've decided to post a little more often and start the post right after I take a pill.
I might forget something in particular that stood out that day.
Or night.
Such as this night, when the pill started to kick in, I had a burst of playful ZeD.
It was interesting.
Ate several handfuls of starbursts.
Have yet to motivate myself to study.
Smoked a cigarette, didn't throw up, but half way through I couldn't inhale properly anymore so I put it out. Stomach ache and..something else...dizziness? I can't remember.
More relaxed emotionally, but still anxious as ever to get out of the house.