Day 17

I've missed days. I've been busy.
I no longer allow myself to get sucked into that deep dark scary place.
I'm actually enjoying the moments I spend with people and that makes me very happy.
I have wicked awesome friends. And when I say that now, it's an entirely different group of people that comes to mind. I'm enjoying being alive and not looking to run from it.
My father is going back to Trinidad, which makes me a little sad.
I got to kiss a beautiful boy today.
I have to study for stats like no other these next two days.
I'm not afraid of crashing.
Everything is good.