Day 6

I missed posting last night.
I was incredibly tired.
Instead of coming straight home, I went to a friend's house until about 7.
I took my pill at 8, went to bed at 10, in hopes of waking up early to study.
I don't want to study.
But I'll fail if I don't.
I tried smoking last night.
But it only made me feel sick, like I was inhaling death. Even my veins and arteries felt like they were shriveling up.
For some reason I might try again this morning. Smoking used to help me wake up and study.
But these are Marlboro cigarettes.
And nothing good can come of smoking Marlboro.
Same feelings as the past.
Just thought I should report the smoking.